If I don't know,

    then how is someone else supposed to know?

I can't explain it,

     then how will another?

If I can't give reason,

     then why would another try?

I fear my feelings,

     why don't you?

Sometimes  I feel like more of a stranger to myself than a stranger is to me.

Simply

Larie

   with unhurried ease, you walk into the room.  head held high with poise and grace.  a secret smile upon your face, some private joke that causes a sparkle of mischief to twinkle in your eyes.  i've never seen you before and yet i recognized you instantly.  something in the crook of your neck, the arch of your back beckons to me.  …

before time was time, you were created. 

shaped and formed, your purpose already determined. 

you received a breath, given dominion and walked alone.…

*V-Day* freestyle

oh love, where for art thou?  i know you have not forsaken me but i can't help but notice

how there are no flowers for me.  No candies sweet, or perfume, or silk to caress my skin.

so how do i begin to find you?  where do i go to reconnect with cupid and his bow?

oh love, i yearn for the other half of the soul that should share my body. the part of me that will complete

and make me whole,

that light to make…

I look at the clock.  The hours tick by and I remember the last time

I heard your voice.  Seems like

we talked about nothing all the time,…

reveal to me the side of you that others rarely see. that part that may pretend you have no vulnerability.  the aspects of your person you always try to hide, the things that you keep buried and hidden deep inside.  entrust me with your secrets and dreams that you hold dear, allow me to share with you the strength to face your fears.  explain to me the passion that burns behind your eyes which mingles with defiance to challenge all your lies.  whatever caused you sadness, I have a right to…

There is a hole.

At one time, I thought I had found

what I needed for it to be

filled.

Now, it seems to me

that the hole that had been starting to close

is wider,…